How True – The Daily Hell of the PAT

by Brenda Hoffman, May 14, 2013

by Jerry R James and Georgi Stankov


Another huge wave has hit (May 11). Similar to yesterday but even more intense. There was very little downtime between them. I think they herald a significant development in the next 24 hours. These relentless waves have to be purposeful. Hope you are weathering it. I am okay, but the noise is almost deafening as the energy flows into the head and neck.


Dear Jerry,

this is correct, although this time, today (May 12), it is more a cleansing wave of the worst kind as I am now processing the collective fears of the whole humanity and it is as bad as in the worst times since 2005 through to 2012 and the first three months of this years. I hoped we are exempted from such waves now, but this one is very huge indeed and has hit me unprepared. I took me some time to realize this.



Not that it matters, but is it possible that our physical bodies will be able to survive these continuing huge waves, while the rest of the world continues basically as before for two more weeks. My intuition still tells me, something must break soon, but no sign so far. Guess, we will continue until we don’t.


Dear Jerry,

this is also the question I am asking myself. But my past experience has taught me that no matter how unbearable the waves and the energy intensity are, life is always continuing somehow. And precisely this fact worries me most.



Any idea what significant happened in the time period from May 10-13? I don’t think, I have ever experienced such cleansing in such a short period of time. Even after all these years, I was doubtful my body would survive. But here I am feeling much better so far today (May 14). I don’t think I am up enough to skydive yet however. Maybe it was just us “poor” old indigos as usual, but the opinions from others did not indicate what I felt during this weekend. I was sure a physical manifestation would have to be apparent, but it must all have happened in the higher realms.

Suzanne Lie is a good writer, but I agree she seems to have little actual personal experience. Her following statement is the most telling “However, there are other humans who support the change have allowed the higher frequencies of light that are now bathing planet earth.” Almost like predicting the weather. No mention of who these other humans are or what they have and are enduring.


Dear Jerry,

I can confirm that these last four days since May 9th were among the worst I have experienced, the cleansing was terrible, yesterday (May 13) a cc-wave the whole day, but the collective fears that flow through my field were most disgusting and I could not stand them anymore. I was overwhelmed and caught by surprise as I thought I was over with cleansing now, but it turned the other way round. I agree with you on this. I have no idea what has been achieved on the earth apart from what GaiaPortal is saying, but I hope that this is the last huge wave of this kind. I could not bear another one. I am glad I was alone these three days.



Dear Ones,

You have cleared most, if not all, of your deeply held secrets – whether spiritual, emotional or physical. You have suffered through your ‘dark night of the soul’ on many levels – in dream time or awake.

You are exhausted and have little to offer yourself, much less others. You feel as if your world was turned upside down and tossed into a ravine. Nothing that was is and yet you awake to the same 3D world as 6 months ago. You have discarded friends and family and felt such deep loneliness that you can barely cope. Yet, you continue on.

The energy infusing you now is, in essence, an energy drink to revitalize, to help you hope again and to help you better understand yourself. For it is difficult for you to think beyond today or tomorrow given your deep exhaustion.

You know better than others that this is not a ‘normal’ exhaustion – you sleep many hours and yet awake tired and sometimes unable to contemplate the activities you used to complete with ease. Meeting new people or old friends often feels burdensome – unless the groupings are small and intimate or so large you do not need to interact.

You feel as if your nerves are on the edge of your skin. Yet, you continue on. Hoping and yes, praying it will be over soon.

Just the thought of another energy shift seems too much to contemplate, let alone live through. In truth, you do not care enough to become nervous or frightened. You have reached a ‘whatever’ point in this New Age/new earth transition. Little excites you and much exhausts you. You have no energy to spare – much less interest to move through yet another deep energy burst.

And so it is that the Universes are sending you additional energies in preparation for the next big energy shift. You will note these additional energies when you short-circuit electrical or computer equipment, when you feel as if you have to move or do something, anything, or you will burst.

Yet, you will feel exhausted. Waking up hoping you can complete at least half of what you want to complete – and on the same day having a need to go somewhere, anywhere just to reduce the energy infusing your being – the energies gifted to you by the Universes.

Perhaps you are equating this energy infusion to an energy drink or a cup of coffee. You will feel somewhat like that only deeper and richer.

Most likely this Universal gifted energy infusion will affect your sleep patterns. You might need a nap during the day following a night without sleep or find that you sleep well at night and yet need several naps during the day. Your body is adjusting to yet another energy ramp up.

The difference is that the energy infusion of the next few days is a gift from the Universes. It is not part of your expected physical changes. Let us explain.

Until now, you have gradually accepted energies as presented to the whole of earth – and thus the Universes. Some of you have dipped deeper into the energies than others, but all have been able to access these energies. The energy infusion of the next few days is for those of you who wish to ramp up faster than others, but do not have the energies to do so on your own. You have requested an outside energy source such as is being provided until the end of May (This should not come one more time from the PAT as the nexus to the source; the HR should find this time other conduits as we are done with it. George).

We are not overtaking your being. You are exhausted, and as is true for your morning cup of coffee, you have requested our assistance in grabbing the brass ring arriving in a few days.

What is meant by our last statement? You, as a group of advance Lightworkers, have requested rapid progression into the New Age/new earth. Your physical body is exhausted, yet all indicators are that the soon-to-be planetary movements will allow you to skip some steps in your evolutionary process. Those of you at the forefront of this shift sense that potential movement with awe, excitement and sheer exhaustion. You want to be part of it, but do not have the energies to jump the hurdles occurring in the next few weeks.You have requested assistance. And so you are receiving.

Those who wish to jump those hurdles will feel spurts of energy that do not seem possible upon waking (Again, not through us, the PAT! Did you hear 144 000 light warriors! Enough is enough!).

Those not at the forefront of this movement will not note the energy infusion for they do not require such at this time. They are content to follow your path as you cut away trees and brambles. It is you at the forefront who are exhausted, who sometimes feel as if you can not possibly go one step further – and yet, you yearn to do so with every fiber of your being.

You are not unique in terms of being wiser or braver than others – merely a bit more impatient. And so it is you are being fed the energy needed to jump the hurdles of the next few weeks. Others will do so at a later date – with your loving guidance if you wish or in their time. So be it. Amen.

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