U.M. and Georgi Alexandrov Stankov, July 14, 2020
I have been reading your blog recently and have felt the need to express what I feel and share my own experiences. Your writing fascinates me and at the same time is very far away from my daily experience of reality. From a limited intellectual point of view and my limited knowledge of science, medicine, or mathematics, I fail to grasp the technical parts and cannot really embody it mentally. Also, I do not have daily experiences of aliens, channels, and other dimensions you write about.
I do have have a clear intuitive and direct understanding of the oneness principle that all is. I live by experience and thus never accept what is being said without having embodied it. Yet I am open to accepting that your works did not come as mere coincidence in my life and I feel you might help me see clearly with a fundamental conflict and question that arises in me on a regular basis.
Since a child, I had been on a quest for truth and 3 years ago woke up from my own dream. Using a psychedelic (5 – meo dmt) I went through an extreme experience that stripped me of all that I regarded as “mine” or “me” and thus revealed to me pristinely the essence of that, that I am. It began by seeing a void with a central core, like a donut, that was spinning. Each side of this core had a different effect. One side had a shockwave expanding effect going through me and removing all I held on to. Like a blast. The other side was the negative of previous, drawing me closer to the core, like falling. The power of this experience was so much more than anything I had experienced until then in my life.