In the light In the shade
Your memories don't fade
Close your eyes, visualize
That you're no longer fake
In the pit of spit culprit
There is not much to see
The void that you avoid
Just to keep yourself free
You're lucky to be blind
I'm sure you wouldn't miss
What you leave behind
You'd do anything to
Regain your sight
In this wrenched town
Plagued by blight
You are
claiming
I am not all
right
And you're
saying
To get out
of your sight
And you're
praying
For your new
god to come
You're only
staying
To later on
be gone
Too blind to
see me
Too cold to
feel me
No feelings
touch me
Just an
empty shell
The sky's
all-out gloomy
All
prospects are bloomy
I am much
worse than moody
Captured in
my own hell
I follow the
track
The trail of
the mist
I am lulled
by the scent
Of the pure
and damp bliss
I am all in
my head
I am still
outside
What's
making me sad
Is that I
got nothing to hide
Screaming
and dreaming
Oil-veins
are streaming
Concealing
the feeling
And shooting
and hooting
And raging and
booting
And never
relieving
Devour with
passion
Along with
sorrow
Live your
life like
There's no
tomorrow
Crumbling
ceiling
On your
shoulders
Is now
veiling
Like lucent
boulders
Justify
The trap
around you
Stupefy
Astound what
owns you
Close your
eyes and lie
Through the
night you'll strive again
You'll
loathe nothing
When
darkness lends
You the
footing
Of
self-defense
Without
heartache
Flesh a
corridor
The pain it
entails
When throat
becomes a door
You never
act like
Like heaven
sent you
Feel what
it's like
When God
resents you
And when you
pray
Lord takes
indulgence
Leads you
astray
A sense of
urgence
You can not
see
What inside
haunts you
Petrified
By the world
around you
Hoping for
tomorrow
Making this
so hard to swallow
Wandering
through the maze
With my eyes
ablaze
I see
nothing but the inside,
As my sight
betrays
The
corridors are covered
With some
yellowish haze
Dear
benefactor
Set me free
I ain't
detractor
Please let
me be
Rave all
night
Forget the
pain
The grave
that daunts your
Defected
brain
Please set
me free
I can not
live like this
The holy
path to hell
Erased all
my bliss
Hallowed be
thy name
Thy kingdom
come...
My life is
such a shame
Bliss has
come and gone
I am
withering within
The thorn in
my side
Wrapped in a
mist
Fear is my
shelter
Upon myself
I falter
Haunted by a
thousand fists
You will
faint
Into bed of
nails
No restraint
Even cruel
hell wails
Your blood
will paint
The spikes
in red
But god will
saint
A martyr
death
A worried
mind
No disgrace
Pouring down
In your face
Sinking
always
In the sea
Arid hallway
Legacy
Justify
The trap
around you
Stupefy
Astound what
owns you
Indulge in
trance
Sweet state
of mind
And leave
the whole
damned world
behind
Despite your
lies, you'll thrive
Through the night
you'll strive
Materialize
At
light-speed
A sense of
rush
Is what you
need
Justify
The rope
around you
Gratify
Resound
what's blown you
And when you
pray
Lord takes
indulgence
Leads you
astray
A sense of
urgence
Death is
soothing
So don't
defend
When crows
are hooting
Bygone
legends
Tier of
Agony
Feeds off my
brain
Seer's Atony
Seed of a
grain
I'm still
breathing
My wounds
are profound
I'm still
bleeding
Can not turn
around
Gospels I'm
reading
And cry for
mayday
Parasite's
breeding
It just
ain't my day
Infiltrate
The chain
inside you
Agitate
The freedom
bounds you
Violate
And break
the orders
Annihilate
Destruct the
borders
I fainted,
got covered
In red paint
The town
turned red
And now I'm
a saint
Enslave or
serve,
Get what you
deserve
Resist the
temptation,
or be doomed
to damnation
If I haven't
a soul
How could I
lead it
If I have no
hopes
How could I
abandon them
If I am the
vacuum
How could I
vanish
I am just a
medium
And I can
not be banished
And too weak
to heal me
It is in
sooth the real me
But no one
could sue me
My lies
already consumed me
There is no
way out
You got
nothing to hide
To me, you
are inside out
And there's
no place to hide
To you, I
bid farewell
Suffer into
your hell
Gloomy looms
are blooming
Our soul it
is consuming
Religious
sins are booming
A thorn
stuck within us
There's not
much to do now
I can not
tell how
But hell's
on the loose now
Entirely
pointless,
Inaccurate,
jointless
Something is
dripping
Gripping my
throat
Stripping my
soul
And ripping
my chest
Leaving me
no rest
They sucked
out my new source
And life
with me divorced
My voice is
now so hoarse
Stopped up
by rust
And the
masters of dire pain
Gained right
from those slain
Who died not
in vain
For emending
our lies
Relive the
glory
Relieve my
story
Past-life
regression
Nothing but
aggression
Measure the
treasure
Rush through
the pleasure
Baptize the
erasure
Forever-entwined
us
Resolve the
obsolete me
Revolving
around me
Blurring my
vision
No chance
for revision
Pumping
brains glowing
Blood from
sore veins flowing
Those who
don't know things
Horrid
doomsday begins
Lucifer
flapped his dead wings
Savage winds
are blowing
Death on the
unkowing
Within our
dreams
More
war-like visions
Feed my
mental provision
It is more
like a story
Made up to
say sorry
Forget or
forgive
Regret or
retrieve
Shockingly
disturbed
Mocking me
for resurge
Consciousness
fading
Black death
invading
Frontiers
pervading
Our
invisible fears
The black
robe that she wears
Imperfection
that never errs
I am now all
hers
From scalp
to toes
Regained my
awareness
Welcome
back, darkness
There's
nothing to worry
No need to
hurry
Time is an
illusion
Mostly just
an obtrusion
Elapsing it
is just our fault
A value set
to default
And those
restraint convulsions
Rampageous
compulsions
Mental diffusion
Subserving
contusions
Blurred is
my vision
Vocal cords
elision
Zone of
delusion
Fed by
confusion
Flaming up
my tracts
Contracts
and contacts
Rinse it
then spit out
Let's split
or spin out
The time's
getting closer
For a loser
imposer
Over and
over
Keep digging
lower
Nothing to
lose now
Heaven will
take bow
Even if it's
too late
I'll divert
my own fate
And those
casual anointeds
Will get so
disappointed
In
sizzling-hot cauldrons
Imploring
for torture
The ancient
fission
Accomplishing
my mission
Deep beyond
in outer space
Tracked by
cosmic spice in a fast pace
Brought a
great shame
Upon the
human race
My ideology
was reshaped
Now my fate
is pointed at my face
I can never get enough
I still need so much more
The surplus I get to cough
The more I have in store
My thoughts begin to vibrate
I transpire electrohydrate
Can you not seal my fate?
My carbon-life is running late
There'll be nothing to thrive
Must your inner sense come to life
There'll be no need to hide
No money for which you'd strive
Somehow I think
That the horror is near
My life's on the brink
With still-growing fear
Don't worry that you deprive
The suffering is soon over
You're still much more than them
They just keep digging lower
While I soon bathe in the light of power
And I rise above the solid sky moon
And I listen to this heavy lulling tune
My spirit will leave this dense body soon
Red roses now stink
The silence I can hear
A gentle tingling sounds like
Screech of a metallic gear
Visions of death,
Bless me in my hell
I can't take no breath,
In this most dusty shell
On a cold winter night
By the moon shining bright
Frigid snowdrops dance
Something in your glance...
I looked into your eyes
You asked me why
I.. I had no answer
We started to cry
Our souls are sold, our heart of gold
Forever united with your grace
We dread no cold, we never grow old
In each other's embrace
For a moment, utmost bliss
Our hearts beyond light-speed race
Then we fall into the abyss
And our lives are gone without a trace
Consciousness
It is simply undeniable
Casting haze on the sand
Consciousness
Seemingly unavoidable
Diamond maze on the land
Conscious mess
Irritably indelible
Questions arise on demand
Conscious mess
It is simply infallible
There is no use to defend
Fantasy
Seemingly inescapable
No way out of this mess
Fantasy
It is simply unquenchable
In peace you never rest
About the rest of this mess
I could not care far less
And so shall I be careless!
Deal with feelings or they gonna die
Make a killing, rise into the sky!
I'm cruisin' n bruising, confusing the sky
I'm overhead, above clouds, soaring high
I'm feeling, believing, that the end is nigh
So shall I be ascending, leaving with a sigh
I am here to lighten you up in dark
I am here to reignite the hope-spark
I exist just to serve as your guide
I hide inside, To my rules you abide
I am here, I am always all ears
I will help to eliminate your fears
I am here to stay by your side
To make you feel the day in the night
In me you totally confide
I can see it in your eyes
I can hear your voice is mine
Till eternity, we're entwined
Over the rainbows
Underneath the stars
A rosered wind blows
To cleanse my scars
I am here to surface from your abyss
I am here to provide you divine bliss
To make you feel safe and sound
I am your inner voice, so profound
Nothing more unconditional to be found
Your inner voice, inner voice,
Winner choice underground
I am here to reconcile the confusion
I am here to melt into your fusion
I am here to fortify your comfort
Instead of you, I invest the effort
I resonate in your inner space
I am here to take your place
I am here to say it in your face:
You are within your own embrace
Let the darkest of stormclouds
Shine right down upon me!
Such a friggin' bipolar day
Fake harmony leads us astray
Golden hues fading to gray
With shut mouth not much I can say
Rainbows gathering overhead
The Source of everything is not dead!
Thine innocence and laughter
Dissolving in the rain
I don't know what I'm after
Can barely feel the pain
Why won't you burn it on my face?
Just don't destroy the truth
The shadows in hues
(They reach out for you)
A silhoutte of gold-streams
Gleaming bright in the night
The etiquiette of your dreams
Would never leave my sight
Am I supposed to wear your shame?
When there's so much else to do?
Still in love with you
(But payment is due)
Odyssey of daunting laughter
Echoes in the acid rain
Unafraid of your hereafter
Still, stalking MY lane
What do I have to do to forget you?
Can't get you out of my head
We're not at all the same
(Your lies drive me insane)
Last marching feet are fading
Keep stumbling through the night
Lunar birds invading
A swarm of pure delight
How many times yet to scream your name?
When there's nothing I can do?
And sadly.. it's true
(Vanish into the blue)
As I am watching crushing rocks
Tears gliding down my face
The imagery, hazy and flocked
Beauty erased by misery and space
Why do I keep wondering about you?
As we're better off apart
Still, in your embrace
(But this time no grace)
Well It is now over
As it has always been
But I can't let you see
What you'd let me be
Are you waiting for me
Plotting your next attack
Listen up and you will see
That there is no coming back
Do you want me to hold still
Enchant me to finish the kill
Smash the clock and let it be
Just watch, I mean catch
As delight on Earth
To it you can also hatch
Unfold with no girth
Serving your mental growth
At least in this paradise
Joy gliding down your throat
Where no one ever dies
Watch as love unfolds
As life turns into gold
From the erased gray
Where light was stray
You have the chance to shine
Like nobody ever did
You aren't bound by time
For there's nothing you hid
Where everything
is cloudless
No more burdens,
borders are countless
Faith is all that matters
The rest is given
Fate, death, no such manners
Of bloody hell driven
No such thing as sadness
Or devotion to madness
Swept off is darkness
Creatures are harmless
No longer defined
By thoughts of gray
No inhibitions
To lead me astray
The rotten ones
We let them perish
We don't need them
Our kind we cherish
Ready to give up the life
The former miserable one
I let slip my anger, strife
And make all my sins undone
I am growing from within
I know my cord is thin
Whatever may lurk from uptown
I know the good will win
Lost somewhere between reality and dark psychedelic
fantasy
I think I am bleeding
But where is the wound
I do have a wound
I must be the wound itself
I think I blacked out
But the darkness is white
I am all you can think of
I am nothing But a tiny spot
Nor a name, Neither a fame
I have no clothing
I feel no love nor loathing
I am inspired by nothing
It is all so different
But exactly the same
The extreme frost
Burns my skin
The tip of a pin
Transfixing my heart
I have no more shots
I am on an unknown spot
Beyond the zone of twilight
I am unified with the universe
But I am infinitely distorted
Is it all in my head
I exist independently
In the reality
Beyond the superficial lie
I ran out of time
I severed the membrane
But I mumble a tune
Deep in my mind
An Unknown wave
Of streaming energy
I am tuned into
Just to kill the time
Before it kills me
With the vortex and my cortex
Synchronized, in synergy
A cord of soothing darkness
Surrounded by pure light
And the sun is going down
I am left alone
All on my own
I am nowhere
But I am here
Can not see my hands
But I am not blind
I am standing still
In my oblivious void
Just another tiny spark
Coming to life when it's dark
An imperfection, swirling
In the endless universe
If the wind would blow
It would blow the life away
Along with the swoosh
Am I running around
Grown Out of hopes
Floating in the loopholes
Don't know whence I came
Or whither I am heading
And feeding the soil
By turning to dust
From what I actually am
Just a sheath of flesh- crust
An angel without wings to spread
Earthbound, confused, locked inside
In my own reality, all could come true
But I am forced to keep up the look
For that is what most of us perceive
And as well as blindly believing it
I lost my senses
And all my pretenses
Where is it and who am I?
What is this mess?
Am I the vaguest bliss?
Is there something I miss
As I am drifting endlessly
Is it the reality as it is
Am I supposed to follow it
And live in a lie
The Of tender, dense matter
Cherished by the fragile
Mother Earth
But when the world gets shattered
Who would ever know of the truth
Of what happened when the world
Had still existed in time and space
And why am I supposed
To take it naturally
What makes my perception
Suit this wrenched illusion
I am all and nothing
I have no clothing
Neither a name
I shine upon the sky
But I am earthbound
I don't know what a lie is
For the truth is round
I am nowhere
But I am here
I have always been
Where I actually am
And never lied about
My whereabouts
I am standing still
In dead silence
In my nothingness
Plagued by random mess
I am astonished
Or am I on the move
I am petrified
But I wish to break away
Have I managed to already
What I don't know
Whether it exists
And is as well chasing me
How can I flee from?
Something touches me
And my world starts to swirl
But when I turn around
Nothing and none is there
Bu I am burdened by it
That's where I sink under
My breath is frozen
But now it caught flame
I spit the split frozen fire
Everything turned to gold
From what once brazen was
And I am sucked in
Time is at a standstill
I follow the track
The trail of the mist
I am lulled by the scent
Of the pure and damp bliss
The world turns black
As I raise my fist
And I am flung back
Whither I once began
Once again it begins
Starting all over and over
Pointlessly drifting in myself
Am I craving for it
I found a way
The only way
To say nay
To this illusion
So I break away
And follow the trail
Into the deep unknown
Where I am mind-blown
It's all or nothing
Nothing for all
All from nothing
All becomes nothing
So tender
So inconspicuous
Blurred is my vision
The reality is a delusion
It is a world of confusion
As I melt into the fusion
Something is dripping
Gripping my throat
Stripping my soul
And ripping my chest
Leaving me no rest
A buzzing-whirring sound
Leaving me spellbound
Then a bright flash
Black and white's clash
Space is absent
It is so far away
I would not need it
I could as well feed it
Taking a trip to nowhere
Unaware of how long it takes
I think my brain
Is going by train
Wetting the drain
And swallowing the rain
Craving for the nothing
I so far have lived through
So far the colors were all blue
And nothing else, not even a hue
Not the vaguest clue
To make a difference
Impossible to create a sight
No point of reference
A thousand thoughts
Restraint sounds
Throbbing damn loud
Coming forth finally
Making my heart pound
Of what I am proud
Steadily and readily
Never out of balance
A chilling breeze rushes past
Thick rays of light upon me cast
An acid surge freezes the chemical
Still my heart is warmed
My spirit is left unharmed
I am unafraid
But I find no comfort
I am stuck nor in the past
Neither in the present
As I know I still exist
In my second reality
Relieving you from tension
Abolishing your fears
Beyond your comprehension
Sharpening your ears
I am the one
Whom you look at
But can not see
I am a Sun
Light can not be looked at
Still it leaves you be
I am the ghost
I'm your new host
And wouldn't leave you
At any costs
I am all in my head
I am still outside
What's making me sad
Is that I got nothing to hide
And unlike you
Would I ever learn
What I am unable to forget
Do I know forgiveness
When for I give I also take
A thousand thoughts
A million dreams
And the hope never dies down
How could I feel
If I have no feelings
How could I heal
If I have no wounds to date
If time wouldn't pass
How could we exist
How could we pass away
If I have no goals
How could I achieve them
If I haven't a soul
How could I lead it
If I have no hopes
How could I abandon them
If I am the vacuum
How could I vanish
I am just a medium
And I can not be banished
I smell now scents
Of the olden times
The mist now ascends
And I run out of rhymes
Stay in your room
Since it' your doom
It is your tomb
When your gloom goes boom, a-ha
I could have sworn
That you looked war-torn
But not right now
Your mind's new-born, a-ha
Let's grow a seed
With greed, indeed
Increase the speed
And take the lead, a-ha
Leave me behind
Ad hide inside
What you might find
You could not deny, a-ha
Just make me mad
Don't make me sad
Just fill my head
Stay on the mead, a-ha
Sink in the foam
On the Earth you roam
And I assume,
Energy consumed, a-ha
I told you not
To remain on the spot
Now your pot got hot
So you're got to be, a-ha
So let's hunt for the ore
Or set up the core
Pursue folklore
And you will score and see, a-ha
The Frigid Reality of the Interdimensional
Wanderer
Verse 1:/
You have closed your eyes
You still can't bear the light
For it is poisoned by their lies
By day's frights and moonsprites
In order to banish the pain
You reach out for neonrods
Got to dumb down your brain
To even speak to these cods
Even the air tastes like rust
Then no matter what you do
Eyes like a surplus layer of crust
No more respiration for you
Only if you had a chance
To escape from decadence
Each of your cells are choking
Throbbing heart not stoking
And if you breathe, you must cough
Getting worse, but already enough!
Chorus:/
All the long-forgotten spirits
Warmly welcome you
In the harsh reality
Unlimited begotten digits
Are streaming through
Into your brain's vanity
Nightmare is your company
Yet the sky is turning blue
To awaken mortality
And all their fears accompany
Wherever they are taking you
In this frigid reality
Verse 2:/
On the top of all, into your eerie ears
Oozing, blowing, spewing a steady rumbling
You can't scream, since no one hears
And no one understands your mumbling
And you feel yourself so lonely and lost
And you will yourself far away from here
This world has canceled to be your host
Vanished, banished all your joys and tears
Your back begins to tickle
Your eyes heavily prickle
You wanna crouch in the shadows
You will find no hideaway
The whole terrain is like a meadow
That could take you far away
Timew-aves are pulling you apart
Darkness obscuring your messy heart
Sending into oblivion all your arts
No infinity-circles, no more restart
Face the fact, there is no use hiding
There's no longer point in denying..
Chorus:/
All the long-forgotten spirits
Warmly welcome you
In the harsh reality
Unlimited begotten digits
Are streaming through
Into your brain's vanity
Nightmare is your company
Yet the sky is turning blue
To destroy your clarity
And all their fears accompany
Wherever they are taking you
In this frigid reality
Verse 3:/
So many years that your quest took
All your deeds and words' cobwebs
So many tears you shed in the smoke
Miserable world can no longer defend
On it your life brutally depends
So grab your sword, be a legend
Fight for a new, rewarding life
Focusing only on freedom
Not in vain will be your strife
Innocent lives slain more seldom
Now your life is finally on top
For all seemed to go so well
Then for a moment you stopped
Realizing you're a shell in hell
Was it expensive not purchased?
If you end up freezing again?
Was it worth to slash to the chase?
When all you could reap was pain?
And there is nowhere left to go
Nothing left to show, bestow
Chorus:/
All the long-forgotten spirits
Warmly welcome you
In the harsh reality
Unlimited begotten digits
Are streaming through
Into your brain's vanity
Nightmare is your company
Yet the sky is turning blue
To awaken mortality
And all their fears accompany
Asking you to enter
This frigid reality
Alt. swapped text chorus Ending:/
The border of limits fracture
Warmly encompassing you
In the new fantasy
Dark angels enrapture
Harming, trespassing you
With deceitful urbanity
Heaven is your company
Yet the sky is churning dew
Aware of your inanity
And all Your gears accompany
However they are pushing you
Away from your sanity..
Do you understand why I'm stranded here
Can you really feel the way I feel?
I want to make all sins undone
And restore Mother nature by now long-gone
I wish to set up a new era begin
Where sins are cleared and no evil wins
I want you to feel the raging power within
It is your spirit, your long-disposed twin
I want you to drown with me in here
I want you to grow up with pure fear
I want to sink down into you and think
The walls tumble, down you're on the brink
Screaming and dreaming
Blood-flow is streaming
Concealing the feeling
And shooting and hooting
And raging and booting
And never relieving
I'd like to bleed where rivers run
I'd finally like to have some fun
I'd like to feel how rivers run
Letting my blood flow is so much fun
If you would know nothing's been real
If you'd believe in what you feel
If you would know what to conceal
If you could see what I sadly see
I want to throw myself into the abyss
I want to dispose of this deadly bliss
I want to throw myself into the abyss
I want to dispose of this deadly bliss
You certainly too would want away
You certainly wouldn't live this way
You certainly too would want away
You certainly wouldn't live this way
I'd like to set up wicked plans
Rape virgins and join lunatic clans
I thought my spirit would live eternally
To live forever is to betray fraternity
If you'd know what you've felt is real
And taking the risks which lurk beyond
You surely too'd like pull the trigger
And wish for something even bigger
If you'd know the truth's not true
If you would know doomsday is due
Your world's gonna take up a gory hue
What's been inside now turned outside
I want to perish from the inside
To end where I really began
And want to have you by my side
To know deep within I was someone
I want to penetrate your darkest dreams
Abolish your fears and choke your screams
And resurrect from the grave I am embodied in
The largest of lies, a prison I am embroidered in
I want my buried soul to be set free
I want you to feel how to really be
I want to erase what is left of me
I want to sip the sheer scent of me
I want to have you by my side
I want to feel you bleeding inside
I do not need any of this.
I both rebel and revel.
I found bliss in the abyss.
I founded my own paradise
Of the friggin' grandest size
There is no way out
You got nothing to hide
To me, you are inside out
And there's no place to hide
Keep suffering in your hell
Or overwhelm the burden
Corroding your mortal shell
You are your own warden
Is it worth being a test subject
Penetrating physical objects
The antidotes they inject
Pseudoscience I horridly reject
And then your stomach you eject
Your eyeballs you project
You can do nothing to protect
There is no use to prevent
This is the event of your life
You are a lab rat, clumsy and fat
The seventh step of your strife
Fattening you with tar and brats
Making your intestines bleed
Scream with the soring heart
Just Swallow the murky lead
Live in a lie, a true work of art
Is it worth being a test subject
A puppet to yourself and the others?
Upside down, pulling you to and fro
I'm sure you're happy with that, bro
Boredom lasts for an eternity
Strangled by the claws of hate
Torture you receive as indemnity
Even your fate is bored to get late
Since you are deprived from your desires
You have no identity, nor decency
You are a moronic part of an agency
Your corpus is a raging, blatant vacancy
Suspended Upside down on an infinite string
Those bastards hear how you resonate and ring
The force you invest and the plague you bring
The things you detest and the vaguest are spring
I've never wished longing for Belonging here.
As long as I exist, I'm bound to dissolve here,
My subconscious is forced to cooperate
To prepare for this wrenched world to cope
I don't care if some resemblance I do share
To these primitive mammals I soon cannot bear
And those who say I must be the ugliest
That hour for them shall be the deadliest
I revoke the chain of Earthly incanation
I evoke the stain of heavenly implantation
You are unwilling realize that factors
Other than your sickly ration and intellect
Could be benefactors that roughly intersect
Which in fact, yet immaculate and intact
Forces of The upper Hand, the superior mind
Makes much more sense than anything inside
If you're Way too deep to mix yourself out
And when you scream it sounds like a shout
When you speak only vocal saliva you spout
There is no way out, you're turned inside out
Luring you with sweet to fall into its trap
And if you fail, you can't get untangled
From this utter crap, muttering strap
That is right at your delicate heart angled
Parallel Disorientation
The virgin
leaves are now glistening
To dripping raindrops I'm listening
The Moon in its full shape is high on the sky
It will still be stationed there, dont ask why
By the full moon's light
We kissed again tonight
Lips on lips, full of delight
We were delirious, and out of sight
Thought I heard footsteps in the hall
And when I turned against the wall..
I could see my face, submerged into disgrace
I checked back on my values, nothing argues
From my knees, I know how it feels, blood leaked
Trickled through my veins, disembodying my reins
I wanna kneel before you, I wanna feel what you can do
I fidelly returned to you, hopeless at what else I could do
I stumbled across the woods, saw you weeping in your hoods
Ospreys set up the scene, nothing like what I seen
As the final hour drew near, my heart was filled with fear
The angels high above, smiling down at the undead dove
And when I am to recall the past
Profound shadows, memories overcast
Nostalgia of the very first time
Of course, the elapsed good ol' years
Pretty memorable, thinking of it brings tears
That supports me in the end when time bends
I've been looking all around
Yet nothing was eager to be found
With my eyes aloof, my feet aground
Twisting-turning, cannot squeeze a sound
I haven't thought about that this way
That I must look to the right and say
I could not resist the temptation, I still insist on dilation
I do enchant this, for an infant's untorn bliss
This is the field where I died, and no one else denied
And I reached out for your name, but deep down I knew, it was too late
Thinking I can not know for sure, I dragged you to the shore
Your condition worsened, the recovery was shattered
A cross was transfixed through your chest
When nothing pulsates inside, there's nothing left to hide
Across it drilled, and left out all the rest
I drifted away from my belief, to my dismay, it was a relief
The shrouds of the deathly hallows, lying suspended on gallows
What deep down lies dormant, none knows for formant
I made you drink a potion, but you were far out of proportion
Hallowed be thy name, your memory remains without shame
To this day I use to mourn, waiting to be reborn
I will eternally show remorse, but that's not what you endorse
And I hopped on my horse, and the saddle got much worse
You're a loser to my eyes, imposer to my lies
I forced you to surrender, but you didnt back away
I warned you aboud the danger, which I regret to this day
I behaved a bit too tender, and I could use some help
Time is so relentless, it extends the pain, grew endless
I might cry for tomorrow, but it won't release the sorrow
And in the end, you'll be praying to the Hollow
A thunder across my heart, tears me daily apart
Despite my spirit's still unrest, everything's at its best
There's no such thing as restart, when you lost all your art
To release the tension, to assist my expansion
I wept safely in my room, in hope of relieving my gloom
Questions were consumed, nothing else was assumed
Answers are gaping wounds, leashing you to the ground
I might be living in my own world, might be in yours
For you, I abused my fidelity and been musing for hours
You might still have a last chance, to avoid decadence
Maybe I'll grow up later, but you won't grow old
You simply can not self cater, waiting for you to unfold
Even though you smile, deep within you're dying
I know every and each guile, there's no use denying
I bent over, and giggled to the corner, found by a coroner
Fresh blooddrops would you cry, the arid sun would fry
Mundane souls outwitted, outflanked like fools
The Decease of The Divine Spirit Of Rhymes-
Farewell
I measured the pleasure
Of Acquiring treasure
In my leisure time
By doing so. How so?
I require my irrefutable desire
To catch afire bright inside me,
and I hire the divine wire of divination
as a means of anti-profanization device
to deliver me from my recently-committed vice.
The cold, frigid, frozen statuette
Positioned on the crystal riverbank
never gets old, even when it gets cold,
nature can't be sold Nor can be controlled,
Even though it can be strolled on.
it is not a wise thing to rely on it,
Roll along with it all along, forever on,
Even after you are long-gone with no one
Failed remembering you in their remembrances,
Except in December as a member
Of cold war saint buried in ember,
Expected faint Painted on the tall wall
Of the corridors and aisles on the Isle of Royal Hall
Celebrated by all patrons and matrons,
For all those soldiers and holders,
The solders and the beholders,
you were breaking the orders,
bashing in limitless borders,
Humiliating the grumpy Oldsters
You slain souls in vain,
Innocuous victims lain
on the gory obsolete floor,
Dropped into the crops of the corpses
Of the boors in the fetid moor,
Without pain, strain and remorse,
Riding on your horse,
Your condition got worse,
but your rendition is endorsed
By now transcribed by Morse.
Our glorious notorious psychopath you were,
this is my Ode to you, on behalf on your fans,
You were cut in half and been half ever since,
our revenge will avenge itself, our lives
are on the verge, now we are all gonna rebel and yell,
Emerging from the eternal shadows,
Marching across the nocturnal meadows
Of your absent-minded mind, all due respect
You had nothing in common with defects,
guile is all the gold that shimmers and reflected,
The divine mission you have perfected
You might be asking what force
Made you divorce with the cord of life,
The question is equitable and witty,
Titty of death was a bit gritty, chanted a ditty,
Impaired chastity, the spire aspired,
Ispired and donated solely to you,
Falsely, scarcely believed to be true
But you fell into its trap,
You most likely said 'Oh snap'
As a scrap of you was
Peeled from your skin,
It became as thin as pin
You were akin to the takings.
There was no turning back,
But don't be taken aback,
you won't burn your back,
And you had too much slack
when you used to lack and ignore
The feeling of being taken aback
By a perilous track that
Whacked you out of your pants,
it was just rant, but you were too primitive,
And then they locked you in the chamber,
Blocked you from contacting sunshine and amber,
you kept groaning, withering, by the terrible sight
You were blithering pointless rhymes in the blight
you kept dithering, you were not blithe at all, right?
in the Deathly ring
of The quasi spring,
You were suspended
Upon a cobweb's string.
All the days, weeks, years you spent here, emanating
cosmic harmful rays, beaks, acid tears, you morass-faced
asshole playing on a foul-play brass, now you are thrashed
To the trash, no more clash against death are abashed .
Your scent irradiates the terrain,
So bright as it has never been before,
it must have been your legacy therefore
Beforehand they captured you, by which fact
You weren't too enraptured,
What's more you'd been fractured
And tortured on a cutting board,
a Cunning hoard of our troops
Attempted to rescue you
Remained true and loyal, obedient to you forever
Even now you are gone,
your decrees and methods are
Respected, imperfection is reverted
by your, Mere presence, we mourned you
But it made no sense,
We became tense and dense
and due to our extreme mental struggle
In vain we couldn't dispense an order or pretense
You did your best, your memory
In our hearts will forevermore rest,
the symbol of the crest you designed
Is woven into us as a quick start,
They did pinned a metal upon your chest,
But in a few years, you got executed like the rest.
I troll while I stroll, I seek out the secret
And secrete my digestive system from ingestion
so as to prevent infestation and later on frustration,
I propose you to carry this process
Of measure out without procrastination.
THANKS FOR READING!