On-Line Reports from Members of PAT And First Ascension Wave Candidates;
Report-83, April 4, 2012
Henry Rousseau, Jungle Sunset, Naive Painting
March 2-3, 2012
As a preface, solely to give credit where credit is due, you revealed the nature of ‘ascension symptoms’, more specifically, the Light Body Process (LBP), in your books and material many, many years ago, so I do not mean to diminish your work in any way whatsoever by what I am about to state. In fact, I may have missed the possibility that you’ve previously covered the point I am about to make, so please forgive me, if that is the case. My only intent here is to emphasize this astounding point that, in my opinion, needs emphasizing.
The latest info from Cosmic Awareness regarding the selective transformation of carbon-based cells to that of a crystalline structure, as well as selective DNA upgrades, was utterly fascinating to me. It certainly speaks to the higher nature and higher order of things that are simply beyond the comprehension of our Human minds. It also explains questions I have had for the last few years, ever since I first learned of these changes that were underway.
Given that all of us are bathed in energies from the Sun and from the greater cosmos, it made perfect sense to me to assume that everyone’s body was being changed. So, how is it, I’ve wondered, that not everyone complained of changes happening to their bodies, which have since been described as ‘ascension symptoms’ or ‘light body symptoms’?
Well, as I understand it, those born in the last 10-15 years, give or take, would feel negligible effects because their bodies are already more advanced. But, that didn’t explain the lack of symptoms in older people, until I read C.A.’s latest info. Simply put, those people going to Earth B are remaining in their carbon-based, DNA-deficient bodies. That explains why not everyone is experiencing, or complaining of, strange (ascension-related) bodily changes. Furthermore, it seems to explain why some peoples’ attitudes/natures/behaviors are improving, while little or no changes are noticed amongst those who have always been service-to-self; the latter can be considered Earth B candidates, and thus, are not being upgraded mentally, spiritually or physically…
It is difficult enough to accept the fact that our living bodies can be changed from carbon to crystal, in addition to our actual DNA being changed, which I view as a different aspect, though directly related. What boggles my mind, though, is that all of this is occurring on an individual basis. In other words, how can ‘Heaven’ be so selective in whom receives crystalline transformation and DNA upgrades and whom does not? This is just so incredulous to me that I am still pondering this miraculous feat!!
Needless to say, George, I am absolutely elated that your work is finally receiving the much overdue recognition, support and validation that it so well deserves, and by Cosmic Awareness, no less!!! Let the naysayers, doubters and haters put that in their pipe and smoke it!
you have tackled a very important issue and shortly before I received your email I published an article “Symptoms and Prodromes of the Inter-Dimensional Split” on this same issue, which you should read carefully as you will find many explanations there to the questions you have raised, apart from the remarkable serendipity, which is also a topic of my discussion in this article.
Each individual soul is the threshold keeper to the chakras and other energetic entries of the individual entity and determines the pace of the individual LBP. This is a leitmotif in all my gnostic books. The LBP is a completely individual affair and fully independent of what is happening on earth. However, there are certain cosmic processes as the current sun energies and the establishment and connection of the crystalline grid that are conducive to this process and facilitate it to a large extent.
This is one of the reasons why we, the first ascension candidates with an early activated LBP, had much more to suffer and endure severe clinical symptoms than the later waves of ascendees, as we had already paved many energetic pathways in the astral atmosphere of the earth for them to follow with less effort and pain. The wayshowers are always the ones who carry the heaviest burden and suffer most. Of course, in addition to the individual LBP that is entirely managed by the soul and associated higher entities to her (e.g. the soul family), there is a global synchronicity that has stipulated in the last year and especially after we opened the stargate 11.11.11.
You are right to comment that I wanted to discuss with CA these very topics which CA now addresses more than an year ago in cooperation with the CAC-group, which they denied while behaving like a closed sect. But I have my moral vindication now in the sense that they ultimately do what I urged them to do for their benefit – to deal with topics they have dismayed only half an year ago and thus helped them progress in the LBP, even though they may hate me for my critics…
With love and light
Yes, this was remarkable serendipity between my email and your latest post, which I discovered and read immediately after sending my email. I was really amazed because it was as though you and I were reading each others’ minds…
Though I thoroughly enjoy reading or hearing whatever Cosmic Awareness has to say, I am always disappointed by the CAC questions. CAC always comes across as very deficient with their questions and line of questions. CAC invariably asks many inconsequential questions, while failing to ask more important ones. It is particularly frustrating when CA says something quite provocative or opens a door, so to speak, that gets completely ignored by CAC, instead of asking CA to elaborate further, as any good interviewer would do. CAC constantly drops the ball!…
On a similar note, it seems more and more difficult for me to be around other Humans (had to do some shopping yesterday), who have absolutely no clue about anything, much less that a shift/split is about to occur. Although I am polite and reasonably friendly with them, I find myself wishing that I didn’t have to interact with them at all. That seems contrary to what one might expect of a Light Worker supposedly “spreading love and light”, but it is what it is. I can’t help what I’m feeling.
your assessment of the CAC being unable to pose the right questions is also the most frustrating aspect for me, while reading or listening to this source.
I have also mostly retrieved at home and have recently even given up making purchases as I can no longer bear the people in the shops and the whole atmosphere there – it makes me sick. There is no need to excuse ourselves for that as we are here to augment the frequencies of this planet and it is our duty not to let being dragged down in the low frequency, fear-based patterns of our surroundings, no matter where they are.
This energetic tension we feel all the time has never been experienced in this scope and amplitude and this makes our experience so unique on earth these days. For us it is a torture, for the higher realms this is another cosmic record broken. But as long as we are still in the race, the satisfaction from this achievement cannot be felt, but only the fatigue of the ongoing race.
With love and light
March 4, 2012
just a few lines to tell you that I resonate with all that you publish on your site. I also find it difficult to formulate my words and when talking about my inner feelings or knowledge of anything spiritual, I literally become speechless, much to my dismay,as I am known to have the gift of the gab.
Coming to the subject of flying in dreams, I do it often and as you said, sometimes its difficult to get of the ground. I was once inside an eagle soaring up towards the sun, dream a lot about the starry night sky…. even saw a ring deep from out of space falling towards me. I stretched out my hand to catch it, but woke up.
Dear George for the last twenty years I have pulled light into my body and into the core of earth and yet I still suffer from the feelings of being unworthy… must be a “Minderwertigkeitskomplex” of mine. I believe that all of Humankind are creators,we have just forgotten, whilst trying to survive in this 3-dimension we call our home. I admire you determined spirit immensely with the deepest respect.
thank you very much for your appreciation and for sharing your dreams with me. The feeling of a “Minderwertigkeitskomplex” – what an awful German word – is a fear pattern that has been inserted deep in our cells and DNA and is the main reason for the veil of forgetfulness on earth. It is now released during the LBP and we must automatically feel it stronger than ever. But this has nothing to do with you (us).
It is quite normal to know that you are a powerful creator being and then to experience each day the limitations of your clay vessel and the realization that you cannot create anything substantial as long as you dwell in this physical body. It is obvious that one can be rather disheartened by this insight. The more you know about the true reality of human existence, the more minuscule you feel. This is the paradox of all spiritual evolution on this planet and the primary source of all human tragedies – especially among enlightened human beings as we observe these days.
With love and light
March 4, 2012
Dear Georgi and PATsters,
this morning I had an insight I’d like to share with you. I have stumbled upon the transcript of CA’s last session with Rayelan from 23rd of March and examined the part about Enki and Enlil which I hadn’t quite understood when listening:
The cue for my insight was this:
“St Germain is the name he [Enki] last used when he did make his appearances. And it is seen that he HAS BEEN QUIETLY ACTIVE IN CREATING ALTERNATIVE FINANCIAL INSTITUTES AND MONETARY SYSTEMS. [Caps mine] And it is seen that he WILL appear in the next number of months of 2012, but he will not necessarily go under the name St Germain. At this time This Awareness is not in a position to reveal the name of that which is the entity known as St Germain. It asks only that all be aware who are choosing to focus on this adventure, this episode of reality, to know that that which is appearing will identify himself as St Germain and then give his newest credentials, his new name. Is this clear?
“Also understand that ST GERMAIN AND CREW ARE REPRESENTING ONE LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS that is still VERY MUCH FOCUSED ON THE PHYSICAL and NOT ON the SPIRITUAL ASCENSION process that is underway. Therefore to be too involved with the machinations and activities of these ones, be they the Orion, Reptilian, Anunnaki clan or the GALACTIC FEDERATION types, that to be too physically orientated in those directions will keep one in a physical reality, and they may not, those individuals may not experience spiritual revolution, spiritual Ascension.” [Caps mine]
Ever since CA had divulged the neo-A/B scenario I have pondered whether not all this reports by Fulford, Wilcock &al represent a timeline going into this very scenario.
Thus, I do not share your opinion, Georgi, that all this information is entirely fraud. Not really interesting for us preferring to leave material ‘reality’, for sure, but valid for all who like to have a more balanced experience of 3D and maybe a Star-Trek future. I have often wondered, why so many fancy this Sci-Fi scenario so much. To me it’s rather boring. But to each his own.
I’m going to have a session with CA, Georgi. I haven’t booked it yet, as I’m still working to find the most important questions. I’ll soon send you a list of some of general interest and if you have one or two let me know. Of course much may depend on CA’s answer to my first query:
“First an Epistemological question. I expect you cannot discuss anything the interpreter’s soul does not want him to be aware of, or mine me for that matter. Will you have to resort to give some ‘lesser truth’ as answer to avoid suspicion?”
you have raised a valid and important question and I only yesterday commented on this same issue to another reader. You are absolutely right in your interpretation that St. Germain and many less dark channels from the 5th dimension have their own schemes after ascension. After knowing the three-earth-scenario, their plans may apply to the balanced earth A/B. This is cogent.
But I still deeply sense that the announced plans for hidden trust funds of St. Germain or other clandestine societies is an outrageous fraud and that they do not exist. It does not even make any sense for such funds from a simple logical point of view. Money is only a numerical system for calculation and as soon as you have understood the nature and function of money, you do not need precious metals and old money to implement such a new rational and fair system of payments. This is the prime reason why I think that these announcements are absolute fraud.
By the way Fulford has announced yesterday the initiation of a huge Japanese fund of 12 trillion US-dollar which will be implemented in Mid April. If nothing happens in two weeks, then this is the ultimate proof that Fulford is only distributing fraudulent news. He has been exposed on many occasions in the past as a rogue journalist, but he is a person who does not know the feeling of shame, juts as Beckow and the other idiots. As Fulford is the main source of this kind of information and all the others reiterate it, we will know soon if my assessment that there are no hidden funds is correct.
Of course there are sources and powers that want to develop this timeline for the balanced earth A/B, but my intuitive guess is that this will not be allowed by the earth keepers from the higher dimensions and that the coming cosmic changes will make such plans futile…
It is great that you have arranged for an interview with CA. You can ask any questions you will and CA will give you the information which you already know deeply in your heart. It has nothing to do with the medium. I have done such experiments in the 90s and the medium is most of the time not aware of what he has channeled. He is not the limit, but your soul is setting the limits what you should learn. This is how it works with all channelings. Personal questions may be answered to some extent, but no dates or precise information on the coming sweeping scenario will be given by CA, but you can try to ask it. This is my prediction on the expected CA predictions in the coming interview. Please send me some information after the interview if the news you have received are of a general interest.
With love and light
March 3, 2012
Went “accidentally” straight to the CA website and read also text of Rumor Mill News by Rayelan from 23d of March. The second and even more the third part really put things in place for me. I didn’t realise how our Earth is taken in a brotherhood battle and that it is Enka/St Germain (the Nesara instigator) all new-agers (Beckow, Fulford, Giles etc.) follow. YES, it is of course duality, they are still lingering in! Brother feud…
Thanks for everything Georgi and sunny greetings to all PAT
The Enka/St Germain entity has his own plans, which are not compatible with the plans of the White Brotherhood of ascended masters, which I represent for instance. They want to establish their own conditions on earth and they may even succeed on earth A/B, but this is not the kind of spiritual evolution I represent and which the elderly ascended masters and Keepers of earth plan for humanity.
You have correctly grasped this dichotomy in the plans and why most of the incarnated entities fall in these traps as Nesara and hidden St. Germain’s funds that mire the minds of the light worker community and divert them from the actual process of Ascension. This can be also observed in the rather confusing channelings of Comte de St. Germain by Aruna Byers about Ascension, which have the purpose to create greater confusion than to help. No wonder that this women has no connection to the messages she channels, as she has told Wilfred. This is another proof how debased this light worker community is already. No intellectual endeavour, no critical discernment at all, Just channeling like a robot or a parrot and switching off one’s own mind.
With love and light
March 4, 2012
I am sooo glad you posted this, and wish more people would be reading it. Because the David Wilcock-Drake interview is catching everyone’s attention now (even caught mine!). Could information from credible-sounding people like David Wilcock and “Drake” (and I do believe they are well-meaning), be true, but for the Earth B or A/B? Will we simply experience a different departure from this Earth journey? In other words, could many of these difference (often blatantly opposing) scenarios be ‘real’ depending on which ‘reality’ souls are choosing? Thanks again for keeping us on track, as what you’ve said in this post today (4/3) strikes a homer with me!!
you are the third reader today that asks the same or similar question, which is another remarkable serendipity. You are absolutely right in your interpretation, but read also below my answer to Kain (see above), where I present my objections why all these announcements are wrong and false from a factual point of view. The US-army will not do anything before the dimensional split and after that it is irrelevant what they will do.
With love and light
March 4, 2012
Good morning Mr. Stankov,
I’ve just read your most interesting newsletter which really confirms what my Inner Guidance has indicated to me lately. It is early morning here in Canada as I write this, but wanted to say thank you rather than get into any involved discussion.
June feels like the month of division, and I am busy making amends in every area of my life in order to make sure my ‘slate is clean’ so to speak. I have felt the separation from family growing wider as time goes on, and they feel to be very far away at times. Last June I moved to a more secluded apartment in my bldg, and have been cocooned here as though waiting for rebirth. Like the birds breaking free from their shells at this time, the feeling is strong that soon many people will be doing this also.
Thank you for all the time you take in writing to us to clarify many issues, and to gently warn us of what to expect from the outer 3-d world. My concern has been what you described about the Alzheimer symptoms, and concern that my 3-d family will do just what you described. I live alone, and do not see them very often – their choice – and fear that when next they see me, it may cause them to think about the institution scenario.*grin*
Thanks for your time,
Thank your for your validation of my last article from your personal experience. This is the most reliable means to gauge the accuracy of one’s individual perception of the ongoing processes that shape the destiny of humanity.
June is a fair prediction – around summer solstice when the last Atlantean crystal will be fully activated with the grid. My estimate is very simple – there must be at least half a year period after the split under completely new and more favourable conditions to educate humanity a little bit and explain them what is awaiting them at the end of this year, so that they can make their choice consciously and in free will. Half a year is the minimum, and we have already crossed most deadlines set by heaven for the End Time scenario. From now on nothing is anymore under human control and any effort to evoke such an impression is a clear sign that the person has no idea what is happening on earth. This is the ultimate litmus test.
With love and light
March 4, 2012
Words indeed fail in being able to convey my gratitude for you, your work, and website.
Thirty-one years ago in Yelapa Mexico I was studying Polarity and indigenous healing. One of my classmates and I were walking in the jungle and talking about all the wondrous forms of life. After about 10 minutes we turned and looked wide-eyed at each other because we realized that we weren’t moving our lips or making sounds. I believed then it was possible because we were in an area with no electricity and “modern” conveniences.
This past month my HS has tested me by seeing if I could stay in Peace regardless of my perception of 3D circumstances. I am the sole supporter of my family and have been an acupuncturist 25 years. A month ago I was in a void at work. My booked appointments were suddenly 25% of normal and then patients were cancelling last minute 50% of those. The phone was dead. No one was calling. The impending personal financial crises would in years past invited a response to go into hysteria and stress. Unlike the past, I just watched the pattern and trusted I would know what to do. If I was meant to close the doors to the business and not be of service in this function I was willing to do it. I thought I could just sit in my house until the bank and collectors hauled me out. Then last Thursday I had 10 calls when I came to work and the phone has been ringing and I have been busy ever since. I know it may seem silly, but I am proud of my progress. My dreams are very busy and many are very vivid.
I love them and love you!
Thank you for this “Liebeserklarung” (declaration of love) as the German say and I interpret it as it is – a higher form of love, which unites all of us.
Indeed we are challenged these days in many ways and all events point out to our disentanglement from this matrix and reality and that there is not much time left to wait until the change comes. But it is still a huge burden to our patience that is worn thin after so many failed promises and delays in the past. This time however there will be no more delays and all signs are showing that the impending split and big events are imminent – from telepathy to all kinds of serendipities and synchronicities. And it is true that we have no influence over our lives anymore, but that we are on a auto pilot managed by the higher self.
With love and light
March 4, 2012
thank you very much for today’s ( April 3rd) essay on the current energetic situation and what will manifest soon. Thank you as well for all warnings to stay focused in our fields when people, especially the dark or narrow-minded will experience the mental and heart collapses as described and named by you. The last few days, recalling what I brought back from the dream state, I came to the conclusion that we, PAT have “upgraded” our abilities and have reached a new plateau of efficiency for our energetic work.
Three nights ago I had a dream, where I was boarded with hundreds of very advanced students and their teacher ( PAT and you, George) in a nice hotel on a Mediterranean sea side city. I had left the hotel for a walk outside after one very satisfying lecture, where our teacher was also very happy with us. Suddenly, one of my fellows students came along telling me: “Hey, hurry, the ship has arrived, haven’t you heard it? We must leave immediately.” I answered that I still have my passport, my money and they keys to my house in the hotel room and that I have to go and get them. ” But there is no time left”, my fellow student told me “can’t you sense the ship is here?” He was a bit perplexed that he had to tell me the obvious. I remember trying to materialize or to “beam up” into the room as to save time and get my things, but then I realized myself that these “multi-location exercises” were waste of time and energy and they showed me that I am not clear and concentrated enough. As I gave that up to go to the harbour, two timelines were present: In the one my passport appeared in my pocket, in the other no things manifested at all, but in all timelines I left for the ship. It was a warm day (May?) and I noticed the very good quality of the garments I had on. After awakening, I felt strong, nourished and more “ready” than ever.
The next two nights were also very busy, but I remember only a few scenes on spaceships that were on a mission we controlled and there were people from different species we had to relocate. (Well I also watched an old episode from star trek these days. Also I do not remember the correct order of dreams an “real-life” occurrences very well). The overall impression though was, that we have reached a new threshold.
As one member of PAT lately pointed out “People are running on behavioural patterns only”. I could witness that last week at work, it was so surreal: the energetic reason for all people to attend the exhibition “Satire and Justice” on the representation of a German County in Berlin was simply gone. It was like a movie had ended, the plot was over, the main characters left the stage/ movie set and nobody told the remaining side actors and staff to go home. Of course for an old star seed these events have been nonsense ever since, but it was like there was nothing of effect or importance to anyone on that evening. The only highlight of this evening was the excellent food we waiters were also allowed to eat.
Yesterday I was at home when I got a call, I was asked if I could replace a colleague who could not reach his place of destination, because a bridge he had to cross was suddenly beginning to crumble and no one was permitted to enter it. So strange!
Talking about the Agarthans and shifting reality: I managed to go for a few longer walks that I enjoyed in the sunlight. I had a few “encounters” with old trees “speaking” to me, who seemed to point at Gaia and the Fairy realms I thought. On the last walk though I experienced the kind of dimensional earthquake other PAT members have given credit for and I saw a few strange, very thin/ etherical clouds that had multicoloured edges and I got the picture of “multidimensional cities”. I immediately connected them to Agartha, though it would have been more common to think of the GF in that moment. I want to stay open and focused so that I might know how to proceed further.
I have the impression that more and more strings come together now, like the fibres that make up the patterns in a cosmic carpet. My partner had also a strange dream two days ago he told me of. A huge catastrophe occurred and people were hiding inside huge buildings which was the wrong decision, as all concrete walls began to break away and he had to show them the way out.
I was very impressed when I read your advice to engage our creative abilities and create little items or events, like you do. First of all thank you for your account of how you master your Merkaba now, it was very delightful to read of your flight-dream. Congratulations!! I also remember lots of flight-dreams in the past, where some things were always difficult: to maintain low enough speed, to hold a minimum height and especially the landings, that mostly ended in a near-crash (or I awoke before hitting the ground).
Being creative helps a lot to maintain 5D consciousness; The last two days I was constantly making sketches of “little homes” and all sorts of “home-flying-devices”. There are some where you can take your garden with you, too. As there is nothing worth reading on Internet these days except of the SOARs, I read all as soon as they are online, I went to inspirational part of YouTube and found videos about gardening and the so called “Tiny-house movement” that has supporters esp. in the U.S. People are so relieved when they found out you really do not need much for your daily life! I guess these flying homes will be a common view on Earth A, because when they operate with advanced technology, people could very easy move around and form flexible communities for as long as they desire…
I’d like to express my support to all the brave Crystalline souls, like the Dutch brothers: You show the wonders that are possible if we stay true to the guidance of our soul. The clarity in Cedric’s essay is amazing! I also could feel very well with Stella, “the warrior-queen” and the atrocities she had to go through, like the insurance not paying for the Katrina-destroyed house, but instead having breakfast each morning in a FEMA camp before heading for work….
With love and light to to you and PAT, striving to be with ears and eyes open to the next tasks,
Thank you very much for your comprehensive email and numerous insights…
I also sense that the PAT has achieved more than it was initially planned and that we have now reached a new level, but this is also part of the plan for the End Time scenario and we are in a huge delay. This is the reason why I believe that now the events will begin from the chronological end. First comes the elimination of the dark part of humanity and then all social changes in a kind of an avalanche. The current stalemate and stillness is the famous lull before the storm.
The multidimensional experiences seem to grow each day and many readers report about similar events. The gap between the masses and us is almost unbearable and there is currently no common ground for communication any more.
Your dreams are very clear and indicative of what will soon come. The idea of a meeting in a hotel at the Mediterranean coast with the PAT is very good and it may become reality, as I also make plans for such a meeting for some time.
Wish you all the best and many greetings to your friend also.
With love and light
March 3, 2012
I really appreciate all your posts, especially Saturday’s “The Year of Diversion & Conquer”. I was really down that morning, it all caught up with me & “they” were spraying chem trails overhead as I took my dogs on our morning walk. I was moved to tears reading the article. It immediately lifted me up & I regained my center & my focus. It’s very true, “they” are attempting to distract us from what’s real & true & valuable. It’s also true that being committed to Truth results in an a loneliness, a separation from most of society. Having read that post I can see clearly again. Now all my co-workers are sick from the spraying, but not me.
I’m an RN, I work in the Quality Management department. Now there’s any oxymoron! There’s no quality here, only the usurping of the natural healing interaction between caregiver & patient, substituting with what we call modern medicine. THE DEATH RATE IS UP. I review every mortality here for “quality issues”, so I know who died, how many, & why. So far, all are the “chronically, critically ill” that are actually dying from the misapplication of modern medicine.
I deeply appreciate all the postings of the PAT. It’s so good to know others are having these experiences also.The songs, the pictures, the poems are all medicine to me.
I rely on your web site for data. I can’t read 99% of the channelings lately, I just sense the distortions. I go by how by body feels as I start to read them. If I feel a resistance in me I stop trying to read it.
Regarding today’s post: Our Medicare system here in the USA has us screen selected patient charts to see if we are meeting standards of care. We screen all pneumonia cases. One of the screening question regards infection by Yersinia pestis. It’s a new screening question for this year 2012. I had wondered why, as this is a very rare diagnosis, but is probably grossly under-diagnosed. Interesting it would be mentioned in your post.
Anyway, thanks again for restoring me.
Love & Light always-
To begin with your last question. Yersinia pestis is officially exterminated long time ago and every rare case that occurs, mostly from old grave yards, is documented very carefully. If they have introduced this questionnaire again, then the PTB may intend to reactivate this bug as part of their genocide program for the End Times.
Otherwise, I agree with all your comments. Especially I can also confirm that when I read a false channeling message, which is most of the times, I feel giddy and must stop immediately reading. It is no longer possible for me to read a false message as my organism simply does not allow this.
I have this break with alcohol. As soon as reach a normal level of drinking, which is sufficient to make me feel good and relaxed, my stomach closes and I simply cannot drink any more, so that I have never been drunk in my life, although I regularly drink wine with the meals.
This is all very practical. We have now developed a visceral system for righteousness and no longer need to stress our poor mind to check the truthfulness of the texts we read. This is the new age of human awareness and truthfulness. In the 5th dimension when somebody tries to say a lie, he will feel so uncomfortable that he will most probably never try it again. This is the only feasible way to create honest human beings.
With love and light
March 4, 2012
I wrote to you yesterday about a feeling of complete serenity that has been working on me and it seems to be growing in how it takes over me. It is the feeling of being here, but not, and like I am just kinda floating around, watching and hearing all, but that it does not have any effects on me, and this also occurs when I sit and enjoy so much all the letters here from the rest of the PAT. I love this place here and I am always wanting to break away and write to you, while I am reading as they always arouse same thoughts and feelings on numerous topics,
As of the last two mornings I woke knowing we were just all together doing some very important stuff and I can recall it until I am absolutely awake and then as if by magic I can not recall anything. That bothers me because I want so badly to be able to remember. Oh well there must be a reason why…
And now lastly I wanted to tell you of a child that is about 2yrs.old now that is my partner’s great-nephew. Over a year ago the kid was taken to the doctors because he wants nothing to do with eating or drinking of anything apparently. He screams, cries and is always upset about trying to basically nourish him. The parents are in oblivion as is the doctors and so they just keep trying to make him take in any type of whatever, I do not see this child ever, I just hear of the case, so it has been some time now and I will ask my partner how the boy is and what might be going on and he says that it is still the same problem and that the child is miserable and the parents just do not know how or what to do, but I thought way back when we first heard about him that he might be one of those that I have heard you speak about with either more DNA than us or opened DNA (adamantine children). I would love to know if you think that is what this little guy is. Anyway, I get a big kick out of the picture because his family is so down deep in the throes of this stupidly run world and that would be just what they would need to open up their little minds,
Well again, I will stop as I always write so long and know you have so many ones coming to you daily. Love to us all George and thank you always,
thank you for your comments. Read please my latest article which I have just published which addresses many of the issues you also tackle in your email.
This child is definitely from the higher dimensions and one reason why he declines to eat is probably because the parents give him poisoned food, which is the rule in the USA. They should start giving him selected bio-food and stop giving him any liquids other than pure crystalline water or bio-milk. This is what you may advise his parents.
With love and light
March 4, 2012
I’m writing to relate a dream I woke up with yesterday morning. That night the theme of “being a guest” was very prominent. So this was my experience: As some kind of guest, I wanted to start with something on my own, which involved going down into the basement and I’d like to have done it quickly, right away, but I had to wait for a friend that was behind who also wanted to bring his dog. My thought was that if I was alone I could walk really fast for a change, as I approached the door in the basement. I open it and an explosion or some form of shock wave hits me straight on, which catapults my consciousness a remarkable distance away and up into the air. Very calmly I reason that I might have lost my 3D body, while still a bit taken by surprise by this sudden experience, which I couldn’t see coming in any way. At the same time I ask myself whether this is Ascension for me.
Upon waking up to my 3D body, I knew it didn’t happen yet, since I’m still here. I suspect this dream might have been related to me contemplating why so many of the Lightworkers are obsessed with taking their bodies with them through Ascension. Truth be told – I didn’t contemplate for long, since the only answer that came up and seemed so obvious was fear. I’m open for other explanations though and would very much like to hear them from anyone who feels like contributing to the subject.
clinging to the physical body by many light workers and their obsession with what will happen with it during ascension is indeed one of the most ridiculous aspects of the current discussion. As your dream reveals we are not our bodies and we do not need them at all. But as we are energetic systems with many layers that intermingle and superimpose, when you ascend to the 5th dimension you still need an instrument to make experiences and this is your ethereal body, which everyone of us possesses from the very beginning and throughout all dimensions.
From this state, you can either leave your physical clay vessel or you can transform it to the extent that its frequencies merge with those of the already existing ethereal body and thus take it with you during ascension, One of the reasons is that there is a lot of information of all past incarnations that is stored in the DNA, which you can use in the 5th dimension. This is the most simplistic explanation why we need to transform our carbon based bodies during the LBP to crystalline bodies, which are almost identical with our ethereal blueprint.
But when you ascend beyond the 5th dimension you actually no longer need even your ethereal body, but you can create it anytime. There is however an energetic problem – if you are pure high frequency light you can materialize this energy with great difficulty and with a lot of input of energy in a 3d-reality as to make yourself visible because you have to lower the frequencies dramatically. This is the main reason why angels and other light beings seldom show in the 3d reality, although this is possible anytime.
However when you have gone through the LBP, you have incorporated in this prolonged process the dense low frequency energies of the 3d-space-time with the higher frequency energies in your field and this energetic blend allows you to materialize very easily in the 3d-reality or in any other reality. This is ultimately an energetic, light technology that is built during the LBP and goes with the cleansing of all stored dense patterns of fear, because fear is the most dense 3d-energy. This is my comment to your dream.
With love and light
March 4, 2012
I ‘ve been meaning to ask you this: Is it possible that the pole shift you talk about is all but one outcome in the possibility of many realities? CA repeated this issue many times in the last message, that we create our own reality and that there are always many possible outcomes. (question asked about Nibiru, also for earthquakes etc.)
This is correct and I am always talking about the magnetic pole shift in conjunction with the inter-dimensional split of the two timelines – earth A/B from earth B this spring and later on of earth A from earth A/B in Dec 2012. The elimination of the earth magnetism, which is responsible for the current duality, is a necessary step in the process of ascension of Gaia and humanity and must be made in one or another way. How this will affect the earth crust and part of humanity remains to be seen.
It is quite probable that the ascending timeline A/B may not experience much mayhem and destruction, while the remaining catastrophic earth may experience most of these catastrophes. I have no exact idea. My educated guess is that when the inter-dimensional split will come this spring, it must be big enough to completely separate the two earths and this will also necessitate a kind of a magnetic pole reversal of the earth A/B as part of the elimination of the magnetic field.
You must also bear in mind that many people (souls) have come here on this planet at this time because they want to experience these kinds of catastrophic events in the End Times as to satisfy their survivalist mood at this low level of their soul evolution and then stay on earth B. This is also what CA is saying. Therefore, there must be some cataclysmic events, no matter how much some people pray that they should not to happen.
With love and light
Thanks for your detailed response. I do not doubt these facts of the splitting and from CA. I just want to understand on a physical level this process relating to all possible versions of the earths:
Maybe I am wrong, and I am not a scientist in physics and related subjects. My understanding is that the magnetic field of the earth, any earth, is responsible for protecting the planet from the electromagnetic field of the sun and solar flares. I have also read, on a different level, that it is related to the Schumann Resonance, the akashic records, etc.
If this were to happen, the earth would be unprotected from its current shield and the energy of the Sun would be catastrophic, physically on electronics and also an erasing of all the collective memories of the past, present and future. I have no idea what the absence of the 7.8 Hz hum of the Schumann Resonance would also mean to the plant and animal life. But any of this sounds catastrophic and devastating. How could any life, on any earth A, A/B or B exist after that?
I am trying to understand. Maybe this is already explained in your physics books, which I haven’t read and so I apologize if I am making you repeat what you have already said. Do not answer if you have covered this in some way, in your books or in any reports I haven’t read.
you are right, this topic is so complicated because present-day science has made it so complicated, but it is very simple in fact when one has comprehended it. I have discussed this issue in my article “The magnetic pole shift is coming ..” (see link below).
Although, ultimately this event was postponed last fall, the theoretical elaborations are still valid (see chapter: “The scientific background of magnetism…”). All current conventional considerations you can find, including Schumann resonance etc. are flawed concepts and do not give you any clue. Hence the great confusion around this topic. Read this article and if you have more questions, then I am ready to answer them.
With love and light
with the exception or the 11.11.11 theme, this is an excellent article on all issues, not just magnetic pole shift.
From what I understand, the magnetic pole shift will happen as it relates to Earth’s density decreasing. So for it to reverse, as it passes through zero, that means that the Earth will have, during that time, “no mass” or minimum mass. It will be an ethereal earth so to speak.
Conversely, because of the cancellation of the magnetic field from it’s location in space/galaxy, the earth will become “ethereal” as a result.
I do not know how mass works or exists but intuitively, my feeling is that mass will appear to be relating to itself in the usual ways, gravity, solidity etc. as a closed system within/on the earth as a whole (and proximity around it), but the planet will just “disappear” during that transitional phase to an observer far from earth. And that also depends from which and to which frequency range the observer will be looking at.
So playing out the scenario the earth will “bleep” out and disappear for a specified amount of time/space travel, and then reappear. This could be between Dec. 12th and 21st, 2012 or 21st and 25th for those who subscribe to the death and resurrection allegory in Christianity. If you are on Nibiru (3D) approaching it then that earth you would be looking at emerging on the other end of the “disappearance” would be earth B. If you are tuned to another vibration (5D), the earth you will be looking at would be the A earth. Maybe the 4D is the A/B earth but these are just conventions to write down. The numbers and names are irrelevant. I understand this…
Maybe this also explains the moon’s projected disappearance as it may be too far away or in the wrong position of this “ascending bubble” and hence not part of it. It is also logical that this process is not about the earth, but any object with mass/magnetic field/rotation properties that passes through the specified space of the galaxy under celestial circumstances. So it also makes perfect sense that all of this could have been predicted at any point in time in the past, if one knew all the parameters, all trajectories, all objects, all systems, all galaxies and express it in calendar times (2012) or celestial times, etc.
For the observers on the “ethereal” earth, let’s say for those destined to the A version, the sun would still exist as it also exists in 5D reality. But maybe some of the other objects/planets/satellites, depending or not on whether they exist in multiple dimensions, they might cease to exist and disappear. I don’t know which objects those would be but that would certainly explain why the Mayan calendar ends, since maybe some celestial objects disappear and others appear, hence the calendar becoming irrelevant after that. This makes sense. I can also relate to different kinds of magnets, strong vs. weak as the stronger magnets are always heavier (for equivalent materials). I got my answer!
One short comment: magnetism is related to gravitation, this is correct, but when earth magnetism will reach zero this does not mean that earth gravity will also be eliminated, as there will still be the magnetism of the elementary particles of matter. In the 5th dimension, there will still be a kind of gravity and matter as a cohesive force, so that I assume that there will still be magnetism of matter, but not in the new earth matrix anymore. This all is much more complex than it seems a first glance, as there are so many levels and systems that superimpose and interact.
March 3, 2012
Got up this morning and wrote this down to send to you. Loads of happenings occurring now, so I’m documenting as much as I can.
Dimension Earth split anomalies:
Sat 31st /03/12
Forms in nature, trees and rocks/ landscape appearing as if upside down / changes in the way everything looked before. Feeling bodily huge, but objects around me minute. Feeling like I can jump and there is no gravity/ much lighter body/ floating sensation. A glitch in reality – blips/jumps occurring in the moment of ‘time’. Solid objects appearing as if trembling/shaking.
Seeing another world through the point above bridge of my nose/ in between my eyes/ in black & white /sepia like old movies – literally stories, downloading into my consciousness in seconds, and being aware of the content. With this ability:
A meeting of humans discussing the Earth split event as if it has already happened; as in the past. They are inhabitants on Earth A/B. The topic of their discussion is still directed from an individual ego experience. They talk of the times before the split, and how and what they were unaware of, their old belief systems, about those ‘beings/people’ that came to uphold the split
But here comes the most interesting part of the story for me: why and where did these beings/people ‘disappear to’, and how unfair it was of them leave the now current times (of that discussion group) for them to get on with ‘sorting out’ and organising the New Earth system now without anyone guiding or giving clues as to how to do it. or without a direction. As if they were wanting to blame some external force for causing it, and laying bare all that they had believed in, to be true, to be fake and façade. It seemed that they appeared in this vision still not yet ‘aware’ of their illusion. At the point of deciding where to turn to now. However, they are a much more innocent bunch of humans, needing to get this off their chest, and decide how to move on, so to speak (End of vision),
I converse with a being (druid in appearance). He is called Rather/Radhar tells me that when the Earth separates A/B – B, there can be bleeding between the 2 dimensions. He impressed into my consciousness a vision of revolving doors, at the point where each section slides into the other, that is where the bleeding can occur. In what we would call ‘past’ or an alternative version of Earth, others had failed to secure these bleed sites and it had enabled the dark forces to vaporize into being. There are ancient energetic sites all over the world that are well known to the dark forces and they try to use them to bleed in negative energy during the split. They have succeeded in the past when a dimensional split occurs.
Currently, in this dimension, like a huge test, there are those that have incarnated as a unity (PAT) to perform the toughest job in the universe. Of course this has to be an invisible act to the human eye, but at an energetic level it is the greatest light show. We, all of PAT have assigned to us protection energy, I feel an energetic connection with Rathar. (I want to add that I feel it important that all PAT will be guided in their own way individually – this I believe is my way – somewhere down the line a part of me has or had druid connection) either way it made me take notice.
This vision was given to me yesterday afternoon in a trance like state. I am now consciously aware of BEING in different dimensions; I could hear him calling me, whilst doing my daily stuff, but felt between us is what I can only describe as a force like a hurricane of all elements fused across a gorge. It could be billions of miles away or just a handshake, that’s why it is important to BE IN these energetic levels NOW as we are CLOSE.
What I feel from this vision is to just BE energetically connected with these happenings, as they are as important to the success of the earth split in 3rd dimension (this reality we see); as they are as important; in the sense of synchronicity of the Earth split in the higher dimensions. In other words BE ALL THAT WE HAVE INCARNATED HERE FOR AND THEN SOME.. (this vision is my understanding of what is unfolding at higher level dimensions in support of the PAT).
In Love & Light
March 3, 2012
Dear Mr Stankov
I have been following this website for some time now. I do not know whether Ascension is going to happen or not. I have never gone through LBP although my life was not especially successful or happy. What I like now are the states of bliss coming to me. I can enjoy energy circulating in my body, especially in my heart, giving my feeling of being in here and now. I believe I have already cleansed my body from critical mass of disturbances.
But I would like to talk about something different. I am a piano player, so I am very curious whether one can play music in higher dimensions. Do they any instrument or they simply do not need them to enjoy music? I would imagine that on the A/B Earth it is not going to be a problem, but what about 5th dimension?
Thank you for contacting me for the first time. You have posed a very important and difficult question, about which I can only guess. I assume that there will be no physical musical instruments in the way we know them here on earth, but I can imagine that we can still create them and then play all kinds of music on them, which will be much more divine and perfect than we know it here on this planet.
One small disappointment I do have for you though. I predict with a great certainty that everyone will be able to play these instruments perfectly, so that your tedious musical education to learn to play piano, as I know it from my sister who is a piano professional, will not be necessary any more.
With love and light
I was so pleased to read your last post. The channeling of many of the light workers are becoming very disturbing. If one reads them, then it would appear that you can only “proceed” by making a certain choice between earthly options of governance in order to ascend into the golden age.
What spirit of righteousness would limit participation only to those who can read through all of the legalize in their documents? Does their God not allow entry to persons who are unable to wade through their legal documents?
I searched some of their online documents and found that more than a year ago “mass arrests” were promised that never materialized.
If you or I were to espouse such things the authorities would find us and prosecute us, therefore one can only conclude that the power or persons behind these things is directly related to some form of authority with the intent to deceive.
But enough about false prophets.
Since I am rather new to your site, (less than 1 year) I am not entirely familiar with all of your writings. What is your opinion of the Book of Enoch and the ten weeks in chapter 93?
Also, as we continue to meet the challenges of day to day living, what advice would you have for those of us dealing with trying financial conditions? Keep up the good work!
If you are reading my website only for an year than you must be the oldest reader as my website is only half a year old.
You are absolutely right about this fraud with the alleged arrests, about which we learn nothing who is going to make them and on what legal grounds and who is gone be arrested. As I said in a previous email to another reader, it is like the infamous Stalinist purges in the 30s-50s, when every night the KGB was arresting innocent people as class enemies and nobody knew who will be the next victim and the whole East European population was held in a state of permanent fear.
This new announcements of arrests are of the same origin and nature. I wonder how short human memory on history is, and how anybody could be influenced in a positive way by such insidious announcements and even support them. This is for me the ultimate proof how deep the Orion mentality has engulfed the collective psyche and minds of most dumbed down light workers in their animalistic quest for any kind of revenge only to compensate their powerlessness. Where is the enlightened attitude they are talking so much about? Where is the critical discernment? Where is the belief in Ascension and cosmic providence, which will change the whole mankind with one stroke, so that no man-made changes will be necessary anymore after humanity has failed to revolt 10-20 years ago against their masters.
It all leads to the deplorable fact how dumbed down humanity still is. These are the symptoms of this debased human condition, and it is necessary that somebody says these inconvenient truths even if he be regularly criticized for his openness as is the case with me since I have opened this website. But the truth must stay above alleged hurt egos, which must be eliminated in the End Times anyway – by cosmic force mainly, but also with a little help from a clear sighted person like myself.
I have read the book of Enoch, but I cannot remember this chapter and I am not particularly fond of this book.
With love and light
March 3, 2012
I would like to add my two cents to the recent discussions as I am recognizing similar experiences to several other posts that have been made recently. The first one is the out-of-body experience of flying in the dream state. This is something that I have done repeatedly in my sleep in the past, however, like you indicated, it has always seemed somewhat cumbersome to overcome the gravitational pull and I did not have good control over the process in my dreams – it felt more like a deep state of relaxation occurred before being picked up by the wind.
Recently, I had a dream where I was being boxed in by darkness (entities were closing doors and windows to trap me inside) and I simply left my body and began flying around the room with great speed and accuracy of direction as I was repeating the mantra “I am a powerful being of Light”. When I awoke I had a distinct feeling of accomplishment- not fear! Now, in reading your posts, I realize that I must have mastered my merkaba!
Additionally, I have also noticed the instant manifestation of my thoughts and desires as well. It can be quite startling to just have things show up but ultimately, I find it amusing. I am taking care to monitor my thoughts more closely as a result.
Lastly, the expansive energy feeling has been coming and going where I feel “larger than life” at times. Sometimes I can literally feel myself outside of the car while I’m driving, but I’m beginning to feel less weird when it happens.
Chaos is increasing in the lives of those around me and I feel like I’m in a protective bubble of energy, while watching it all occur. It is a relief to know that I am not obliged to rescue anyone any more as I have grown weary of the attempt and was starting to have guilt feelings from wanting to escape the drama! Now, I am content to watch events unfold as each soul directs without any attachment to outcome. Nine days in the Costa Rican rain forest has left me centered, at peace and giddy with love for nature and the future prospects of Gaia and her inhabitants!
Love and Light,
March 2, 2012
I so appreciate your being here for all of us. It seems to be getting so much more difficult to stay present in 3-d. The last time I wrote was in regards to a meeting attended in dream state on Feb.26th. Since then, I have had multiple dream meetings.
I do not watch television or read anymore. I spend daylight hours outside and sleep usually from 9pm to 5am. You recently stated that you need little sleep and often feel exhausted upon awakening. I love my dream/sleep state as I explore so much.
My most recent dream meeting took place on March 31st. The first dream was an airshow of planes made of wood like material flying over a lake setting. Many different shapes, all silent as if gliders, no engine sounds. They were able to go very fast or hover, but were just barely above our heads. I awoke after this experience to write notes. I then looked at the clock, it was 3:33am. I took that as a sign to go back into the sleep state. This happened quickly and I was attending a large gathering of people and all species of animals. I was being taught the history and care of certain ones. I was given a thick book with pictures and registration papers for each along with care instructions for me to learn. I also was asked to begin by caring for two small bears. These bears were brown. One was brown with a black patch on the neck area, the other one was half brown-half tan with a division down it’s back. They were about 3ft tall and had kind of squished in faces. I was told their names were Dakar and Daku. I might add that about half of the animals in the book I had never seen before. I was told I would be working with these animals in a soon to be established sanctuary in the US. I also add that a few days ago I received a message-day time that I would be moving from the mid-west to a square state. I have no ability to do this now, nor have I consciously desired to do so.
I feel these meetings I am having are all in preparation for my new experience. It is speeding up. The dreams are more intense and frequent. However, I was to take my daughter to the airport on Sunday morning and after waking I was trying to make notes and felt as if I was still not here. My daughter called to see why I had not come and then I remembered where I was and what I was supposed to be doing. She made other arrangements, but is very worried about me. I am always reliable, early but never late and never “forget”.
Any comments on the dreams would be appreciated. My main concern right now is that it is more difficult to re-enter 3-d each day. Sometimes I don’t. I just float through the motions of my day until it is time to sleep. I know I am alarming my family as they see me as “out of it” quite a bit. I just feel completely separated. I am very happy and peaceful, enjoying nature of all kinds.. except lately, humans. I know I have asked for this training and guidance. I just was not aware how hard it would be to be in two places. Is this training also? Perhaps to learn how to go back and forth? Any advise is appreciated. Thank you.
To begin with your last statement: This is the hardest training one can have throughout the whole universe – to live in such a dense 3d-reality as on earth and to be in the 5th dimension for most of the time simultaneously. This is what most of the PAT-lers are doing now and they all have the same weird experience and incompatibility with their current lives and surroundings.
I can also confirm it for myself. When I answer emails or write, which I try to do most of the time, I am automatically connected to the 5th and higher dimensions and then the time flows unnoticed for me and I stay in the Now. When I have to come down to this earth and perform some of my family or other duties, it is as if I dip into human hell or a toxic soup, although my soul is currently protecting me from all kinds of frictions and my life is rather smooth. I have asked my HS for this liberation from this reality as to concentrate on this website. I cannot edit it and at the same be fully engaged in life battles, as I have done in the past 20 years. This is obvious, and I get any possible support in this respect from the higher realms.
I also confirm that we have a lot of meetings in the dream state and that we do a lot of preparation for Gaia and humanity for the coming big events.
As my energy is so high and inhuman at night, I cannot relax and do this at daytime, where the energy is taken somewhat aback, but still very powerful – extreme vibrations and the skin is burning all over, plus other symptoms.
Your dreams may indicate that you will be responsible for the new fauna on the 5d-earth, where there might be some new animals we do not know from this earth. But this is only my guess. The first dream with the flying machines – they surely indicate new anti-gravity vehicles, which I expect to be introduced soon, most probably in the second half of this year on this planet.
Altogether the last days feel as if one swims in a thick porridge without any appetite for life and food. But it does not make much sense to lament now – better “eyes wide shut and through” till ascension.
With love and light
March 2, 2012
I would just like to say that I appreciate Mano’s art collages and find them to be of very high energy… Looking at them and going into them raises my energy and somehow helps me transcend any negativity. They are beautiful! I would love to see more of these collages as well.
I would also like to comment that I also appreciate Kari’s ‘Open Word’. She did hit the nail right on the head! It is very true that we don’t get the insights/understandings simply because we want them, they come to us because we have done the work (reached this level of our soul evolution) and therefore, we have been given these gifts. I (until very recently, wondered if it was me who was unsound of mind) used to wonder ‘why’ people didn’t get it (that you can’t treat others, and therefore yourself, in demeaning ignorant ways) and expect that it will not have an effect on your life; i.e.: the dramas people create. And also, the blinders on the general populace to literally not see what is before their eyes in terms of societal standards (in every sense of the word).
I have stopped judging people, as I realise that everyone must go through their own learning processes. But, I did have to realise that the judging was bringing me down, and that in order for me to move forward with my own progress and stay at a higher level of consciousness (does that make sense?) that it is not for me to say what other people should or should not do… In a sense, transcend the dramas of others.
On March 9th through to around the 15th I had incredible back pain, up and down my spine and in my shoulders. I have NEVER experienced anything like that in my life, it was practically debilitating. I couldn’t do anything. I too feel (as many others have expressed here) that the ‘light quotient’ (don’t know if that’s correct terminology) has increased dramatically since the middle of March. There seems to be less dross. I sometimes feel that we could literally just step into a new dimension… This is going to be great! I can’t wait!
With love and light,
March 2, 2012
Just got up out from bed and starting reading your latest report SOAR #82, just like I do every morning. I am so compelled to write you now even before finishing the report. Usually dreams that I remember consist of odd surroundings, accumulating with my inability to find either my vehicle, keys or something I need before I awakening. Someone suggested this was astral traveling and my HS unable to locate my 3D body to return into?
Always been kinda jealous of the many PAT stories of vivid dreams and their interpretations. You ‘blew-me-away’ with your fantastic breakdown a little while ago with a member of PAT dream experience and the symbolism. Every day/night upon entering sleep time I attempt to see more than just the usual blank canvas with some back lighting.
On morning of March 30 I had a totally new experience:
I was slowly awakening to the point that I could get up any time or hear my dogs come into bedroom. Somewhat lucid I guess. I again tried to “see” something, this time I was able to span down upon the earth like say google earth map does on your computer. I found a frame of reference or focus and then was able to back out with full clarity and start flying at a very high speed. The clarity was unlike anything I had previously. It was like the “birds-eye” frame of reference view and I could hone in on any place I wanted. I did visit a few folks, but do not remember who/where. I was Peter Pan, like you and had full control over my body and direction. I lost the focus and felt so thrilled that I made the attempt again and was successful at finding the key to that doorway. I have never had such clarity before and so much fun.
Have made the attempt the past two days since, but have not been able to get that focus or pathway. You suggest this was a display of the perfect control of the Merkaba by thy HS. I would enjoy a brief overview of the Merkaba, as I may have lost that info down the ‘black-hole’. This, as you stated, was a good feeling upon awakening.
PS: did I tell you I was born the same day (Dec 11) as Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn, he’s a dissident like you and myself. hahah
Thank you very much for your confirmation of the flight dream at the same night/morning. One cannot force the coming of dreams, but when the good ones come, which is rare, it is a real feast. I can also confirm that I often dream of parking my car and then forgetting the parking lot or forgetting the key. It has to do with us working on many parallel realities at the same time and then losing coordination for a short period of time when we are back in our physical bodies. It is simply a sign of too much dream work, overload and exhaustion and any other interpretation is ill-guided.
I had a very intensive spiritual connection to Alexandr Solshenitsyn in the 70s and less so later, probably because I disagreed with his latest books and ideas glorifying the past Tsarist time. He became too conservative to my taste in his late years. But this is a typical disease of the elderly Russian mind. Dostoevsky went through the same devolution at the end.
I hope that we will soon fly in reality and not only in dreams. Take care of your animals.
With love and light
March 1, 2012
Without your website and the correspondence from readers, I personally would feel very, very alone. This path we (those connecting through your website) are all on seems to be a lonely path but your website is really the beautiful lily through the concrete crack. Kari’s “Open Word” was astonishing as she was able to succinctly put into words a lot of how I am feeling recently. Thank you Kari and everyone else. I truly have no words to explain the gratitude I have this morning about all of you. I don’t feel so alone anymore. First time in my whole current incarnation, I truly do not feel so alone.
Thank you and all that assisted you for taking the time and effort, and being personally available for all of us. You can print this if you want to do just that. I truly do leave that to your discretion.
In love light and light and love and gratitude,